maybe she was right. maybe i am a hoe for going after guys only because i want to feel affection. the thing is, the guys i go for don’t want me. is that what a hoe is? not getting your feelings back in return? am i a hoe for going from an old crush to a new crush in two weeks? maybe i am only bored and want to be entertained by someone. but in all honesty, i only want to feel loved by another human being because i’m sick of dealing with fake friends and being so lonely.

diary entry 4. (via woahjawlines)